July 2012
1 post
May 2012
1 post
Triage and Trauma
I can be cold hearted and kind of an ass when it comes to medicine and trauma but its my way of coping. If I use the same cold clinical model to decide for me, this way I am able to detach myself from responsibility.
I will treat the criminal over the preist if he has a better chance of surviving.
I will treat the elderly over the child if he has a better prognosis.
I will treat...
March 2012
1 post
“If you only knew how much work I have to do just so I can tell you ’ its...”
– some TV show that I cant remember the name right off the bat
July 2011
2 posts
June 2011
1 post
“It’s not a question of can or can’t. There are some things in life...”
– Lightning
May 2011
2 posts
Natural Selection
On the front lines of the Natural Selection debate stands myriads of scientist, doctors, and people of great skill in their respective fields. These individuals believe in Natural Selection like a law that absolutely must be obeyed. The faith that they have in this idea is just as strong as the faith that they have in things like gravity and air. Yet something strikes me as off. These individuals...
Thoughts on graduation
Looking back it is obivious how much I have changed in the past two years. I now start to wonder what caused this change? Is it the people I have surrounded myself with? is it my own attitude toward things? or have I just grown up?
I have become more independent, Stronger, Less timid, More self motivated, A perfectionist, Drive, and much much more things.
Thankfully I am one of those few who...
April 2011
3 posts
“~You are weird
~no you are just excessively normal”
My stupid yet informative experiment =)
Occlusion of carotid artery
Deep breathing and air hunger within 30 seconds (barroreceptor response? Chemo receptor response? Both CN 9&10) note 1
· Panic? (Possibly subjective or could be a neurological sympathetic response? Worth looking into)
· Eyes begin to lose focus then black out (lack of perfusion to eyes? Or is it to brain?)
· Lips begin to tingle as...
March 2011
4 posts
Hubris ~ one learns from life not books~
So recently a friend asked me why I cant just explain things simply and why cant I just give them the answer.
Well my answer to this is I have a philosophy in life, that you learn things through living and any time you use information and share it with others that information is being reinforced in your mind. Things like textbooks and reference material are all just primers for your studies the...
The art of science
You always hear people at the top of their fields talking about art…Not art as in painting or music or anything like that. But art as a form of expression that can manifest itself in a myriad of ways. Art as in a unique way one goes about doing a common or dictated task. This is the art that I talk about.
You hear surgeons saying that there is an art to cutting a body up and stitching it...
Helplessness
When I reflected on the past day or two I came to a realization. I realized the reason why I think I want to go into the health field in the first place. The reason being is that I hate the feeling of helplessness. Seeing such a disaster in Japan the first thing I wanted to do was fly over and help. But what can I do in the state that I am in now? I would be more of a burden that an asset.
I make...
January 2011
1 post
Its a new year but lets remember some of the old...
~ Ill never forget the girl who insted of drawing a face on a bean on the GT test drew a whole scene about Mr. Bean goes to disneyland
~ Ill never forget the night when you didnt have change for the dippendots machiene and we shared a mint chocolate chip
~Ill never forget when you asked is it cold or is it just me?
~Ill never forget the day I just walked away on the last day of school and never...
December 2010
10 posts
=) Skeleton Song →
Dec 25~ Bokeh butterflies with motion lines
Step 1~ Make cut out of butterfly with the computer and place inbetween lens and polarizing filter (opt)
Step 2~ focusing ~ hyperfocus past clear but not till infinity subject has to still be somewhat in focus to have clear motion lines
Step 3~ subject- light source preferably multicolored with clusters (stop light perhaps?) ~still need to work on subject **note note night time dark
Step 4~ iso...
Start of Something New.. Photo Notebook
Ok so I just got this briliant idea of using tumblr to keep track of my various photo projects and visual ideas
I will start here…
Day 7: Your Christmas food craving
Its not so much a food but Eggnog and Apple Cider hands down
Day 6: Which one of Santa’s reindeer is your...
Dasher
I thought i would be creative… =)
Day 5: Favorite Candy Cane Flavor.
The starburst fruity ones !!!!
Day 4: What 3 things come to mind when you think...
FOOD!
cold!
Nostalgia
Dear Santa,
I want to get into UH nursing…
I would like tuition money……..
camera stuff would be nice…..
oh oh a watch…… lol
I want world peace…
An A for chinese Lit…..
I want my friends to be happy and achieve their goals <—- most important one
goonna do this one and actually finish
25 days til christmas.
Day 1: A photo of you last Christmas.
Day 2: Send a letter to Santa/ what’s on your Christmas list?
Day 3: A picture of you in the snow.
Day 4: What 3 things come to mind when you think Christmas.
Day 5: Favorite Candy Cane Flavor.
Day 6: Which one of Santa’s reindeer is your favorite?
Day 7: Your Christmas food craving.
Day 8: There is mistletoe hanging above you,...
October 2010
7 posts
“I cant think of any one reason why I want to be a surgeon, but i can think of a...”
– grey
a Nut Tree
If you come from a line of people with mental disorders…..does that make you more likely to be crazy?…. It probably does… and that scares the crap out of me
Day 1~ list 5 things that make you happy
1) Tea
2) A cool clear night with plenty of stars
3) joking around with friends
4) A breath taking picture
5) Rain
i guess ill start one of these →
List 5 things that make you happy.
List 5 things that make you sad.
List 5 of your favourite foods.
List 5 of your favourite drinks.
List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people currently.
List 10 pet hates.
List 5 good things about your life.
List 5 bad things about your life.
List your family members - their names, their ages and what they are, (eg brother, mother)
“Now i realize were not standing under the same sky anymore. When you are staring...”
– Hanbun tsuki
“Yes dreams are like a breath……. but there comes a point where you...”
– ~ nostalgia
“we used to talk every day…but now I just dont know how to start a...”
– ～ちゅうじょう 英明
September 2010
1 post
August 2010
1 post
~~ A Mountain of Thoughts
~Summer affliction it happens every summer, you start drifting away from some people and closer to others.
~~ the only thing I can do this time is adjust how I react to it.
~ ~~I overreacted last time and hurried the drift
~~~~~this time Ill play it by ear so Im sorry I if seem too pushy or like I dont care
~~~~ If I seem different, sorry its bc you got me playing the defensive
...
July 2010
2 posts
The world is coming to an end.
We are in fact eternally surprised. Every moment is in itself a individual moment. Every second is a second different from the next. It could be said that every moment the world is being destroyed and recreated, never to be returned to its previous state.
I am not the same person that I was a second ago… no one is the same. It is the nature of the world to change. If it didn’t then...
“Its easy to cry and break down…..But sometimes its harder to put on a...”
June 2010
1 post
“When I look back at all I have done Im happy that those connections were severed...”
– くりかえす
May 2010
2 posts
Hmmm?
I know I’m not good at giving advice…but at least im good at distracting from reality… is avoiding life’s problems long enough to give you time to think rationally such a bad thing?
April 2010
2 posts
Anthony Bourdane meet my new friend Andrew Zimmerman
They don’t like eachother very much
……
This is what I get for staying up lat watching travel channel I get hungry for JIMBOS!!!!!!
dreaming
the human body is more complicated then you can ever immagine. but simpler than you think…. thants why the best doctors and nurses are those that keep dreaming =)
March 2010
12 posts
ten reasons why life is like math 100
1) At first you think its going to be easy but then you relize its not 2) Nothing makes sense 3) At times you think its pointless 4) Your goals (grading scale) keep on changing 5) You often think to yourself FRICK this I give up 6) just when you think youve got it all figured out its screws you over 7) The people you have to deal with arent exactly the best, as a matter of fact they are the worst...
random thoughts .....
why is it that people jump to conculsions?
how is it that T helper cells activate B cells but B cells also activate B cells ?
how old is winnine the poo rly>?
edema rly sucks
Im rly thankfull to friends that do radom things just to cheer you up
I think only rly awsome people send you letters in the Mail hehe
“Im every cleche but i simply do it best” <—- not in a...
“You die and then life sucks again…”
– dasha REL TA
geniuses
did you know the average person knows the lyrics of about 100 songs? if thats true if they can memorize every word of that song that makes about idk 349000 words……to think if we could do the same thing for classes we would all be geniuses
inspiration
the word museum is derived from the Greek word Mouseion a temple dedicated for the muses
we are inspired by our past…. so lets make the most out of our present to inspire our futures
My greek myth
During the uprising of the titans a titan named Astronus the titan of dusk and the night sky fell in love with one of zuze’s wives Solara the sun goddess. Zuze who was angry that his wife was cheating on him with the enemy broke the two up and banished astronus to the other side of the world for eternity. So that whenever astronus (Night) was up in the sky Solara (day) would never be with him. In...
